hiding from the rain

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Better Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

13, H, grate

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

plato

yeah

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

really i want the internet

i love it here