but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

or never left

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

like first name

much more tactility

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like magnets