autonomy of learning

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Rain, starting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

as in

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

lol yea

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

magnetisation/form

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i love it here

feel you

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things