sorry i am texting like a slav

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

you cannot feed someone truth

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

propensity within someone

much more tactility

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Can I see

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

autonomy of learning

really i want the internet

but i respect your search

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

IWGD

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

magnetisation/form

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Today I felt like starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


division of reality is straying away from it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

it is hopeful

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
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or never left

was it worth it