it is hopeful

no longer writing in the third person

Picture

kind of mythopoesis

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

currently

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

no like which do people call me

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50