i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like first name

or never left

and the fake qualifier

...

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

December 2025

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

i really havent

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

I Write Goodbye Letter

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

bro i read nothing in my life

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

no like which do people call me