After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
hello reader,
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
it is hopeful
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
autonomy of learning
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
isaac newton
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
we can only engage in such a way
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
not their contents
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
which magnetises chains of pins
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation