ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

magnetises a pin

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

is this you as well

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

was it worth it

Slug

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

magnetisation/form

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

and the fake qualifier

Today I felt like starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

...

in a post. I want to be remembered

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.