is this you as well

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but really the thing should be autonomous

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

It Will Get Lighter

...

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

December 2025

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

feel you

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

2 (actually index). two is company

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
this will be about a slug

i want to do that too

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me