not their contents

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

as in

no like which do people call me

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i really havent

so at the end

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

was it worth it

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me


mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

its performative

no longer writing in the third person

Thank you, Jack

2 (actually index). two is company