a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


but really the thing should be autonomous

no longer writing in the third person

division of reality is straying away from it


not their contents

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Can I see

13, H, grate

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

so an active mazelike process

i was tempted to lie about my name

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

that looks like my instagram account

fw

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

your feed looks like my tumblr

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.