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really i want the internet
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
its good
feel you
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
plato
so the method has to be autonomous
i am quite illiterate on producing technology