the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Lift Analysis

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2 (actually index). two is company

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wait what is that