the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
no longer writing in the third person
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
yes
barren land
isaac newton
and the fake qualifier
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate