much more tactility
ion
not their contents
you cannot feed someone truth
so the method has to be autonomous
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
magnetises a pin
isaac newton
plato
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
in a post. I want to be remembered
we need to be deconstructing our identities
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
yeah
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
no longer writing in the third person
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
thank you
or never left
it is hopeful
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
send link
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.