Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
it is hopeful
i really havent
Better Lift
lol
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
propensity within someone
bro i read nothing in my life
its performative
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
as in
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
...
plato
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
But seriously, thank you, Jack