currently

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

"Put a blanket."

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

It Will Get Lighter

its good

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i want to do that too

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
i really havent

what do you think my name is

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i was tempted to lie about my name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so the method has to be autonomous

not their contents

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

yeah

thank you

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"