in a post. I want to be remembered

Rain, starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

"Put a blanket."

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.