Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

in a post. I want to be remembered

13, H, grate

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

...

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Rain, starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i really havent

is this you as well