i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

or never left

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

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you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

whats your name?

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

send your tumblr

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

your feed looks like my tumblr

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idk

but really the thing should be autonomous

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Better Lift

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i want to do that too