"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

was it worth it

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mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

December 2025

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its good

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

thank you

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

the site i am dreaming

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

what do you mean

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

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amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

feel you

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