I am below everything.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Rain, starting

But seriously, thank you, Jack

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

have you read

i see a website

we need to be deconstructing our identities

barren land

Lift Analysis

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but really the thing should be autonomous

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

currently

Picture

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.


I Write Goodbye Letter

god being the centre magnet

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

your feed looks like my tumblr

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting