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you cannot feed someone truth

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its performative

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

fw

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

bro i read nothing in my life

was it worth it

December 2025

your feed looks like my tumblr

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

this will be about a slug

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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as in

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

lol

the site i am dreaming

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful