13, H, grate

really i want the internet

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

fw

as in

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its performative

much more tactility

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

you cannot feed someone truth

your feed looks like my tumblr

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i love it here

which magnetises chains of pins

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

magnetisation/form

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i have read not even 1 book

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


Rain, starting

i want to do that too

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine