that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create
within and also produce works from.
i have read not even 1 book
no i haven't really read anything
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare
seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
But seriously, thank you, Jack
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion,
and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be
processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your
subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies.
"Like, you only."
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
It Will Get Lighter
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
