thank you

i was tempted to lie about my name

division of reality is straying away from it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Style

Today I felt like starting

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

yeah

abrar?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

its performative

not their contents

currently

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

and the fake qualifier

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it is hopeful

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

was it worth it