Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
brb i will read and reply sincerely
not their contents
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
so at the end
Lift Analysis
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
yes
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Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
all that is to say
kind of mythopoesis
really i want the internet
Better Lift
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
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I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."