Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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in a post. I want to be remembered

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Can I see

13, H, grate


i want to do that too

like magnets

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

what do you think my name is

its good

we need to be deconstructing our identities

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me


magnetises a pin

so an active mazelike process

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

have you read