but really the thing should be autonomous

barren land

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its performative

magnetisation/form

plato

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

i want to do that too

feel you


I Write Goodbye Letter

hello reader,

propensity within someone

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

December 2025

in a post. I want to be remembered

kind of mythopoesis

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

isaac newton

what do you mean