confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Today I felt like starting

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in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hiding from the rain

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

so at the end

idk

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

which magnetises chains of pins

fw

its good

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

we can only engage in such a way