Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

so the method has to be autonomous

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

as in

we can only engage in such a way

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


i really havent

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

plato

i love it here

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

hiding from the rain

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Today I felt like starting

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

13, H, grate

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

not their contents

division of reality is straying away from it

It Will Get Lighter

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