Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

it is hopeful

no longer writing in the third person

hiding from the rain

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

2 (actually index). two is company

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Lift Analysis

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

this will be about a slug

I Write Goodbye Letter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

was it worth it

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

...

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.