i understand
i really havent
December 2025
bro i read nothing in my life
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Better Lift
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
division of reality is straying away from it
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
all that is to say
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
so the method has to be autonomous
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
you cannot feed someone truth