It Will Get Lighter

i was tempted to lie about my name

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

really i want the internet

13, H, grate

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

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yes

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Rain, starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

or never left

isaac

which magnetises chains of pins

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

that looks like my instagram account

so the method has to be autonomous

what do you mean