Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

yeah

like first name

plato

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

no like which do people call me

not their contents

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

i love it here

i was tempted to lie about my name

and the fake qualifier

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetisation/form

so an active mazelike process

was it worth it

i have read not even 1 book

propensity within someone

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

hello reader,

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.