barren land

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

so the method has to be autonomous

as in

autonomy of learning

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
"Put a blanket."

all that is to say

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Lift Analysis


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

feel you

its performative

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after dusk, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

magnetises a pin

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

It Will Get Lighter