its performative

It Will Get Lighter

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

as in

so the method has to be autonomous

no like which do people call me

magnetises a pin


this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

in a post. I want to be remembered

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone truth

13, H, grate

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."