that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

no longer writing in the third person

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i see a website

Rain, starting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

currently

Today I felt like starting

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

2 (actually index). two is company


Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

is this you as well

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class