There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
"Put a blanket."
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.i have read not even 1 book
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
i dont understand magnetisation
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
sorry i am texting like a slav
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
in a post. I want to be remembered
is everyoneback on tumblr now
i want to do that too
what do you think my name is
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
it is hopeful
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.