i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.


we need to be deconstructing our identities

it is hopeful

division of reality is straying away from it

lol

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

It Will Get Lighter

so at the end

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

autonomy of learning

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

2 (actually index). two is company


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

send your tumblr

all that is to say

idk

so an active mazelike process

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i want to do that too