But seriously, thank you, Jack
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
no longer writing in the third person
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
Worse Lift
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create
within and also produce works from.
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
She says something
that isn't really right but
isn't really wrong. I'm not
taking in their
words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned
and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre
of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
