We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

13, H, grate

It Will Get Lighter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Better Lift

Thank you, Jack

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

IWGD

feel you

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no like which do people call me

Style

your feed looks like my tumblr

no longer writing in the third person

that looks like my instagram account

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

kind of mythopoesis

lol yea

December 2025

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

abrar?

we can only engage in such a way

i have read not even 1 book

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

bro i read nothing in my life

bro i read nothing in my life

Slug