Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
we can only engage in such a way
you cannot feed someone truth
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
hiding from the rain
in a post. I want to be remembered
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
not their contents
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
so an active mazelike process
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.all that is to say
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
so at the end