December 2025

really i want the internet

but i respect your search

i see a website

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

you cannot feed someone truth

IWGD

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

barren land

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse