is everyoneback on tumblr now

magnetises a pin

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

wait what is that

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

yeah

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

or never left

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

whats your name?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

sorry i am texting like a slav

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I am below everything.

...

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

no like which do people call me

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

December 2025