Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.kind of mythopoesis
...
abrar?
was it worth it
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
god being the centre magnet
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
i want to do that too
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
i really havent
i love it here
you cannot feed someone truth
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
its good
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.was it worth it
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation