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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
we can only engage in such a way
The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
propensity within someone
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
its performative
magnetisation/form
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
Today I felt like starting
its good
the site i am dreaming
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i really havent