with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.
i want to do that too
bro i read nothing in my life
which magnetises chains of pins
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
and the fake qualifier
was it worth it
abrar?
send your tumblr
or never left
what do you mean
was it worth it
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
feel you
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
god being the centre magnet
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
its good
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.