i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

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propensity within someone

currently

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

you cannot feed someone truth

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

it is hopeful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

magnetisation/form

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so an active mazelike process

not their contents

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

autonomy of learning

Better Lift

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

division of reality is straying away from it