ahnaf abrar

it is hopeful

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i love it here

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

isaac

this will be about a slug

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

its good

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

god being the centre magnet

i was tempted to lie about my name

no i haven't really read anything

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

hiding from the rain

much more tactility

what do you think my name is

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okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24